Welcome to heartbreak.

I feel like I can't escape this heart ache.

Every time I feel like I am finally starting to get happy, something happens that hurts me all over again. I'm tired of feeling this way.

I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me
Somewhere down this road

I don't want to be alone.

God, I hate how I feel like I need to depend on people. But I'm not used to being by myself ... I'm sad. I'm upset. I'm hurt ... I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask.

Maybe it's just, I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb, baby, I hate it.

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